Thoughts

2007-08-19T11:20:00.001+08:00

I think we should NOT poke our noses into other people's business especially if it doesn't concern ourselves. The very most we can do is perhaps to comment BUT never to interfere. Would you like it if someone who knows nothing or has no authority tries to control you by directly or indirectly telling you what you can or cannot do? So like what John Locke from Lost said, 'don't tell me what i can't do'.

2007-07-29T11:44:00.000+08:00

I'm going to abandon this blog soon.
Shifting out...

2007-07-29T11:09:00.000+08:00

Didn't study on saturday.

Went to cut hair.

Met up with her after that. Oh no, second time i made her wait. argh. Am i so useless?

Walk, eat, talk.

Met a few people along the way. Alright lah not a lot... ms tan , nic and his gf.

Up and back down again.

Home

2007-07-27T20:59:00.000+08:00

Watched The Simpsons Movie just now. It was really funny and worth watching. One of the few shows that will make you alugh throughout. I really enjoyed it. Good show and of course good company. Good shows and good company don't come together often. LOL. Thats why i had a great time.=)

we're all in this together

2007-07-27T20:57:00.000+08:00

ok if you insist on ending it then so be it

2007-07-25T22:32:00.000+08:00

Another day in school. Talk, laugh and smile. Geography talk in NJC after school. Went home with her =). Went home. Omg this part was embarrassing. I overslept on the MRT. I was still asleep when the train reached jurong east. Luckily someone was kind enough to wake me up. LOL.

I don't know how to describe this feeling.
I'm so happy whenever i'm with you.
Every word you say puts a smile on my face.

2007-07-24T22:32:00.001+08:00

I'm so looking forward to this friday. Hope nothing goes wrong. Man i love fridays. Few lessons, long breaks and . ESTHER! why are you faster than me?lol.

never take photo with you before
erm...ok once only

2007-07-24T19:56:00.000+08:00

ENTRENCHMENT
lol

=)
summarises it all

2007-07-23T19:56:00.000+08:00

Sunday

Went for the Mizuno wave run in the morning. Actually i didn't run. I went there to collect the event tee. LOL. What a cheater.

Went Hui Hui's house to watch exorcist. Horrifying movie. But there were some funny parts.=x

Once again you brighten up my day.=)

Monday

I'm so happy recently. lol.

I love life.

A good start would have to be accompanied by a good ending.

Hmm... It seems like certain issues are not settled yet. I've done my best. But it seems that you chose to shut yourself from reality. There is nothing much left to do now.

2007-07-21T20:58:00.001+08:00

Mizuno Wave Run tomorrow. Suddenly don't feel like going. Makes me wonder why did i sign up in the first place. I haven been running much lately. The last time i really trained was probably 2months back. I would be contented if i can even finish the run within 1 hour. The worse part is that i'm going alone. Even mr poh is not running it.

You are the reason i'll push throughout the 10km.

2007-07-20T21:02:00.000+08:00

happy to disappointing to happy

Really. You brighten up my otherwise gloomy day.=)

2007-07-19T19:50:00.000+08:00

Another nice morning. Hope this goes on. LOL

2007-07-18T22:22:00.000+08:00

I enjoyed my morning. LOL. Lovely journey to school. At least for the walking part. How nice if its forever. LOL.

There is something restricting me in my entire life so far. That is the fear of failure. I'll overcome it soon hopefully.

2007-07-16T18:23:00.000+08:00

Motivating history lesson/consultation. LOL. hmm... I love SEA history now. At least the SBQ portion.

No air for me to breathe today.

Would it be better if i had gone there?...

2007-07-15T18:00:00.000+08:00

Olympic Dream today. Alright, kind of a waste of time. But i still enjoy some parts. At least a few rounds. LOL. 33 rounds...is that me. LOL. I have my reasons.

tons of hw...

2007-07-13T22:54:00.001+08:00

When am i going to recover?I have been having a sore throat since last week.

When is Carlos Tevez going to Manchester United?

When

2007-07-13T22:50:00.000+08:00

I'm really a loser. I don't even dare to talk to you. Its not even face to face. I don't even dare to send a message online. It takes me a lot of guts to even open the window and start a conversation.

2007-07-13T21:02:00.000+08:00

Shitty morning.

So so day.

I swear i'll kick your ass if i have the chance. Its like you are a puddle of mud in front of me when i'm running in turf city.

I'm so depressed. Indeed sad people clan.

I'm so distracted.

I wonder if you know.

If you do, its really nice of you to act normal.

Can tell me if you do? lol. kidding.

Standard Chartered Singapore marathon.

Also don't know who is really interested.

Who is going to run with me?

Maybe i should join a running club.

SWIFT, MR25, Wings AC, Safra running cub

2007-07-12T18:52:00.000+08:00

Finally Standard Chartered Singapore Marathon 2007 is here after like months of waiting. 2 dec 2007. I have to do the full marathon this year. Its one of my resolutions this year. GST increase so race fee also must increase lah. 42.195km-s$55. But they are charging only $44 for 2006 runners. HAHA. Only thing is who is going with me. Would you? lol.

Olympic Dream is so screwed up. What kind of event is that. Information are all not clearly stated. Even worse than those SWIFT races(since mr poh and friend says SWIFT events suck)LOL. But still, i have to thank OD.

Do you feel awkward?
Are you scared?

2007-07-09T21:20:00.000+08:00

I wish i had more to say to her. Like i do to some others.

2007-07-08T15:34:00.003+08:00

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2007-07-06T22:04:00.000+08:00

hmm...
I have a ear that knows how to listen.
I have pretty strong shoulders.(35kg shoulder press)(can lean on) LOL.
I have a heart that knows how to love.
can?

2007-07-05T21:01:00.000+08:00

Has been a while...

Went CCK stadium with esther, sharon and hui hui after school to watch weijian's event. 100m. Well, he did his best lah.

Going to be busy soon.
*** ***go support him then never support me when i had cross country. :(

2007-06-30T22:49:00.001+08:00

Its a miracle. I don't know how to put this. Regarding the pizza hut lucky draw i posted a few days back. I actually found the card in my nike bag! Its here with me! I'm claiming the damn prize. WOOHOO.

2007-06-30T22:44:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went out with my mum to buy birkenstock before the GST increases. LOL. ok i cheapo. After that met up with kian wee, lynette and keith. Hang out until 12++. Went home chatted with sharon. I have to say you really gave me a morale boosting. But i still have low self-esteem. lol

2007-06-27T22:00:00.000+08:00

fuck fark fudge
give me one reason not to be pissed with myself.

I have never won any lucky draws in my life until 2007. But i screwed it.
http://www.pizzahut.com.sg/motorola/winners.pdf see 77
Why did i throw the card away?! now i can't claim a damn thing.
Meiqi!! why did you only ask me to try?! Why didn't you ask me to keep the card as well?! oh well, just my luck.

i took her paper home...

2007-06-26T22:04:00.000+08:00

Now i know how does it feels like to have your feelings bottled up. Maybe i'll feel better after letting it out? Maybe things will turn out to be better? Can't give my 100% concentration with this shit in me. However if i let it off my chest, i must be prepared to face those awful consequences.

This is when religon comes into handy i suppose. When you need guidance. Too bad i'm a free thinker. Somebody guide me!

2007-06-26T21:34:00.000+08:00

There is not much time left. I need to seize every opportunity left or regret forever.

2007-06-25T21:19:00.000+08:00

Sometimes i wonder, is there anyone out there who even reads this blog. On one hand i feel like expressing myself. On the other hand, i fear it might be offensive to some.

2007-06-25T20:47:00.000+08:00

First day of term 3. Everthing as usual. Damn tired. I was so tired that i nearly fell asleep during geography tutorial. Luckily i was sitting at the side. After school chiong home to sleep. Woke up read through my lecture notes. Haha, i will no longer be lost during lectures.

Just a few more months to A levels. It's so near that i dare not even count the days. No time for all the social issues. Time to start being a nerd. From now i'll just go with the flow and do what has to be done.

finally got what i wanted, what i was longing for since...

2007-06-22T20:11:00.000+08:00

common tests are over. i'm over.
Going to fail for sure. Didn't really study for any of the papers. Don't know why but somehow i'm still not scared. But i promise i'll start soon. Already planned out my time table. I'm just left with the execution. I need motivation!!

A levels are just months away and i can't believe i've just signed up for another race. That makes it 3 races in july. 1/7 'mainly i hate kids' run. 8/7 saucony passion run. 22/7 mizuno wave run. Oh well i'll cope with it.

New balance Real Run 28/10 should i?

is my presence felt?

2007-06-20T20:53:00.000+08:00

At the start of the year, I came up with my new year's resolution.

My new year's resolution:
1. study hard
2. clock a reasonable 4.8km timing
3. break into the cross-country team
4. 22 pull ups
5.
6. quit pool for a while
7. get bigger calves

Sadly, most look certain to fail. Only been able to fulfil 3 and 6. Regarding 2, 4 and 7, i believe i can do it but i will have to put them on hold. 1 is a must. As for 5, it's as good as impossible.

2007-06-19T23:47:00.000+08:00

A few days back my punk friend freddy gave me a 'friends quiz'. Quite interesting. Thanks for it.
Here is the link to mine http://www.truefriendtest.com/friendtest/586599
Are you my friend? LOL

2007-06-19T23:45:00.000+08:00

I'm back after so long

Summary of the few months
-got into the cross country team but timing like shit
-school sports meet 800m 3rd, 1500m 3rd, 5000m 3rd, fartlek fucking last.
-donut craze
-revealing some mystery
-study-gym-holiday lessons
-common testThats about it.

Will be back with more.

2007-03-15T21:21:00.000+08:00

Went for my NS medical screening today. Damn it, blood test damn pain. Ouch. Poke my middle finger. LOL. After stealing some of my blood from my middle finger, they stole more blood by poking an even thicker and longer needle into my (forearm elbow area). Yes..scary... Besides checking your health status, they even want us to take an IQ test and some maths questions. Dumb. Hope they send me to be a clerk. LOL.

Race at turf city tomorrow. Hope i'm not the last in the team.

I very excite. Not because of the race... lol

This line is stuck in my head. Although i watched the movie months ago...
'Whats up vanilla face? Me and my homie Azamat just parked our slab outside. We need somewhere to post up our black asses for the night. So bang bang, skid skid nigger.'

Finally one very interesting issue which i always forget to mention. A guy is said to be indecisive if he doesn't make a decision but he is considered choosy if he makes his choice. Ironic...LOL

The future is so bright that i've got to wear shades...

I'll look forward and not look back...especially the last 500m..for

2007-03-14T18:21:00.000+08:00

I don't know what to blog about. LOL

2007-03-12T23:05:00.000+08:00

I slacked today. Was supposed to do 1200m x 4 intervals for training today. But i only did 400m x 6. LOL. Big difference. Timing all like shit. 1.23, 1.23, 1.24, 1.24, 1.26, 1.21. No point carrying on. Went gym. Pump some iron weights.

Went home. Ate mac for dinner. All my training wasted. Who cares...

I'm going to study!!...

every action...

2007-03-11T22:08:00.000+08:00

Went to the nus open house with hoe han today. Listened to some shit and asked some shit. Realised that i might actually be more interested in sociology than geography. Met some of my class girls there. Bet they were there for the goodie bag. LOL.

we'll all know in time to come

2007-03-09T20:31:00.000+08:00

Settled my NS shit. Turns out that there was no problem at all. Plus i most likely belong to the Jan intake.

Very lazy to train this few days so i didn't train today. Its like i'm half interested half not interested. damn it.

Fudge i'm fickle minded. Forever stuck between two choices.

Kind of loss hope in everything i do recently. Maybe because i haven been succeeding lately.

Need to make use if this holiday to do some catching up.

I'm obsessed over Al-Jazeera.

there's nothing we can do to stop things from happening

2007-03-08T22:06:00.000+08:00

Fudge my ns registeration/deferment shit is screwed up i think. Better make a trip down to CMPB to settle those shit.

Moving into a new era.

Because of hoe han, nicholas and jack, this line is stuck in my head '可是我害羞我没有勇气对你说一句我爱你 ' fudge.

'small deal' race on friday. Fudge. Not feeling good.

Cause in the dark of the night you're all i can see
and you sure look like a star to me

2007-03-06T22:21:00.000+08:00

Hope i did fine for the sbq test. Time to start mugging like some bloody mugger. lol

Training. Didn't complete the intervals. One round short. Sighs. Guess i need to train harder, pump more weights.

Nice jump cue at pf. 62bucks(cheap!) To buy or not to buy?

its about resisting the temptation...

2007-03-05T20:08:00.000+08:00

A new day, new start. Studied SEA history after school. Hopefully i can do well for this test. Maybe beat the nerd. lol

I did it. First step to...

2007-03-03T18:20:00.000+08:00

In peace making processes lie many unknown discussions

2007-03-03T17:27:00.000+08:00

Training at turf city this morning. I sucked.

Although we say that the past is history, it will come back to haunt us. It makes things hard for you and your future. Damn it.

Don't you hate it when people let you know that there's something but refuse to tell you the full details? But what to do? Just live with it. I'm getting immune to it.

sserpdrow ym detadpu

2007-03-02T22:25:00.000+08:00

Got S for my chinese a level. sucks lah. Feel like shit now. But what to do? Anyway i've decided to retake it. Or more like i have to retake it. Will seriously put in more effort into studies now. I need some motivation.

THANK YOU trackists for your concern. I really appreciate it. Always being there when i fall. Its hard to come across nice people like you all. Even if i don't make it for the nationals, i will have no regrets because i got to know people like YOU. Thank you once again for being there especially this few days. Love you all lots.

Where is my motivation?

2007-03-01T20:53:00.000+08:00

Just another day in school. Econs test sucked. Going to fail for sure.
However there's something i want to mention. Thank you Dianah and whoever was involved in the cookie. lol. Really appreciate that. Initially i wanted to keep it, but since its for consumption, i shall eat it. haha. Yes a cookie by itself may not mean anything. But its the thought that counts. thank you once again.

please let me pass my chinese...

i smiled today...

2007-02-28T22:50:00.000+08:00

i don't understand a shit about macro economics!!
maybe i should just fail this and go for some consultation to clear my doubts.

i only smile whenever

2007-02-28T22:02:00.000+08:00

Busy week filled with homework and test.

I'm very 'lucky to be blessed' with weak joints and slow recovering muscles. Now i'm aching all over after a slightly more instense training. Damn knee...i'm going to ice you...

Hopefully everything else is really fine.

i want to swim away but don't know how...

i need a ticket to board that ship...

2007-02-27T21:06:00.000+08:00

Had a 'counselling session' with my civics tutor and hoe han in school. Interestingly and surprisingly, she shared the same view as us. Damn funny lah. So now that the problem doesn't lie on me, i suppose it lies on 'look at my ears'. LOL.

Then, Training.

Then go home.

I don't need this especially right now.
All the more i don't need that.

2007-02-26T21:56:00.000+08:00

Ok i should just stay focused on my goals and do things i should be doing.

study hard!
train hard!!
try hard!!!

if you come inside, things will not be the same...

2007-02-26T20:07:00.000+08:00

2007-02-26T19:43:00.000+08:00

Just happen to come across something interesting. Something like 'as you grow older, you will lose courage as you will tend to take more considerations into account before doing something.' I agree with that view to a large extent.

arm yourself because no one else here will save you

2007-02-26T19:34:00.000+08:00

Regarding yesterday, i felt that i've overreacted for no reason. What the fuck has gotten into me?

2580617669145

2007-02-25T22:32:00.000+08:00

WE DID IT!! 60 storeys
2 thumbs up for everyone

Totally pissed off by the taxi driver. Fuck man. It's not i'm cheapskate. It's just that why should we pay more when we can get the same service for a significantly lower cost. Also since I'm the customer, i don't give a fuck whenever you are going to bedok, tampines or changi. Why should we accommodate to you. Just picture this, going to the furthest destination first and along the way passing by the 2 nearer destinations. I don't see how does it benefit us. Not only is it more time consuming, it is also a waste of resources. Although on the other hand it is true that i should be a gentleman and send the girls home first. But what i'm unhappy about is the way he tried to be dishonest about the routes. I'm so pissed off to the extent that i'll call the customer service tomorrow when it opens. Anyway, sorry shurong and xinyun for the black face i showed throughout the trip. Just felt very fed up as i didn't know what to do and there's probably nothing i can do. I apologise also for not being a gentleman.

have i fallen?

2007-02-25T10:26:00.000+08:00

Fudge I didn't know you can just join these running clubs like that.
http://www.singaporemarathon.com/en/training/?sec=205&ssec=557
anyway it doesn't matter anymore.

a strong desire to do it

2007-02-24T23:53:00.000+08:00

-hard times

-damn it making things hard for me again

-more distractions

am i going to make it happen?

2007-02-23T23:19:00.000+08:00

-done sorting out things
-lucky people
-go with the flow
-dream on
-NVM

expect the unexpected

2007-02-21T20:26:00.000+08:00

I think i need to do a bit of soul searching...

need to sort out many things...

2007-02-21T20:25:00.001+08:00

another fun day...

2007-02-20T23:09:00.000+08:00

CNY!

Sat
-reunion dinner

Sun
-visiting

Mon
-trackist outing<---dun be sad the 3 of u... lol tue -visiting lazy to elaborate

2007-02-17T17:44:00.000+08:00

Anybody interested? lol

2007-02-16T21:09:00.000+08:00

如果要走, 请你记得我.

2007-02-15T21:12:00.000+08:00

I shouldn't say i failed. I just achieved modest success. LOL

2007-02-14T21:57:00.000+08:00

Thank you Shurong, Dianah, Meiqi and Jack for helping me get certain things done these few days. I wouldn't know what to do if not for you people. I really appreciate it. Will repay your kindness soon(lol).

2007-02-14T00:23:00.000+08:00

Its 12.21am 14 feb. I just realised that i left my locker keys in school hanging in the key hole.
fudge...

2007-02-13T22:59:00.000+08:00

i'll just briefly say...

saturday
-training
-hunting for rats
-folded flowers(tough job but i did it=p)
-hunt for more rats

sunday
-bought team bottles
-got a haircut(which everybody complained about)

monday
-school
-hunting for some wafer coklat susu(don't know how to spell lah)
-wrap flowers
-fold stars
-ate something so spicy that it nearly killed me(lol just kidding)
-fold more stars
-touch up the remaining stuff

tuesday
-school
-training
-hunting for a box
-hunting for ropes

Interesting right? LOL...

2007-02-11T13:04:00.000+08:00

hope the 'haha, very funny' doesn't happen...

2007-01-30T20:30:00.000+08:00

woots. :)

2007-01-29T23:01:00.000+08:00

How to survive? Turn left is a noob. Turn right is an idiot.

2007-01-28T18:13:00.000+08:00

There's something i can't understand. Why must some people act like they know everything when they don't even have a clue of what others are talking about?

2007-01-28T18:05:00.000+08:00

Watch Borat with some of my classmates today. Didn't really find it funny as i have watched it many times. Don't know what you people think about the show but if you read up about it, many gave two thumbs up. If you didn't find it funny its either you are not reading the subtitles, you are not paying attention, you have problem understanding english or you are not matured enough to get the meaning. If you still insist its a bad show, then maybe there's something wrong with you.

2007-01-23T22:44:00.000+08:00

Its either i gave the wrong impression or you are just a plain fucker.

2007-01-18T21:50:00.000+08:00

I so want to get into the cross-country team even though its almost certain I'm out.
If I make it, I'll reveal no.5

2007-01-15T21:00:00.000+08:00

Abandon Blog...

2007-01-07T20:07:00.000+08:00

Just read a newspaper article on teens blasting music in the public. This is so true man...Especially on buses. Always come across this kind of people whenever i take 198 home from jj. This particular group of people(ni tu)will board the bus at jurong and alight at queensway. Then along the journey, they would contribute to noise pollution by blasting those kuku music.

2007-01-06T14:31:00.000+08:00

study slack sleep

A weekend of can say a lot but also not say alot of homework.**

I think the word Athletics is very cool. Wonder why JJ doesn't use it.

**Don't know what i'm trying to say.

2007-01-04T19:55:00.000+08:00

2007 didn't start off very well for me but never mind about that. Must start working on things now. If not i wouldn't be able to acheive any of my new year resolutions. On the other hand, i think no.5 looks set to fail miserably.

2007-01-01T00:55:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
2007

My new year's resolution:
1. study hard
2. clock a reasonable 4.8km timing
3. break into the cross-country team
4. 22 pull ups
5.
6. quit pool for a while
7. get bigger calves

2006-12-30T23:51:00.000+08:00

Today's macritchie training...

2006-12-27T23:21:00.000+08:00

Went to bowl with Mei qi and Nicholas at the bukit batok csc today. As usual it rained. Always rain whenever i go there. Anyway, lane 21 bites. Played pool too. Man that place bites. Shall not elaborate. The whole place bites. If not for the cheap bowling rates i would definitely not travel all the way there. But still it was fun. Maybe we should train less and play more. lol. Especially when there's CCC. wahaha.

2006-12-26T23:16:00.000+08:00

I love wood. Especially cocobolo, goncalo alves and bocote. They make beautiful cues.

2006-12-26T23:14:00.000+08:00

I don't know why i just feel like pumping iron weights in the gym right now.

2006-12-26T23:11:00.000+08:00

a part of a song stuck in my head

...

Cause she's bittersweet
She knocks me off of my feet
And I can't help myself
I don't want anyone else
She's a mystery
She's too much for me
But I keep comin' back for more
She's just the girl I'm lookin' for

...

2006-12-26T18:59:00.000+08:00

damn it lah keep raining. Wanted to get a haircut today but the rain prevented me from doing so because the place i go to cut my hair is located at the shophouses at bugis street there. Although its just a short run from the bus stop, i just don't feel like getting wet. lol. Probably going tomorrow after bowling training. lol it was supposed to be track training but who cares. Bowling more fun and not so energy consuming. lol.

Had training at jurong west stadium/sports complex/gym whatever is the place called lah. Too bad it was raining. If not we would be able to do intervals on the new and beautiful and 'looks-a-bit-longer-than-school' track. lol. For some reason the track there just looks longer than the one at JJ. So we trained at the gym. Felt like a noob sia. All the equipments are the new type and i don't know how to use the newer types. I only know the paramount brand one. lol. not this very stylish but hard to use type. But since its near school, i think i'll train there more often especially when school reopens.

hmm, i think this post is long enough.

2006-12-25T20:11:00.000+08:00

Can let people know about this blog already... because it doesn't matter anymore. lol.

2006-12-25T19:14:00.000+08:00

WORDPRESS!!
ownage

2006-12-25T02:58:00.000+08:00

_ _ _ _ _ _

2006-12-24T18:13:00.000+08:00

If anyone who knows me really so lucky chanced upon this blog, don't mind tag to let me know.

2006-12-23T23:59:00.000+08:00

stupid ps kia

2006-12-23T23:15:00.000+08:00

Regarding this blog, nobody knows about it yet. Not sure if i even want to make it known. Some matters very personal. Or else some matters might offend people. Or i may even be making a start at someone.

2006-12-23T23:11:00.000+08:00

Class outing yesterday. Everything was quite expected lah. Shall not elaborate on my thoughts about it.

2006-12-21T20:27:00.000+08:00

bump
http://www.billiardwarehouse.com/cues/jj/7330.htm
http://www.billiardwarehouse.com/cues/action/elite-ep06.htm
http://www.budgetcues.com/meucci-pool-cue-ultra-piston-1.htm